It was Daddy's birthday and we had plans to celebrate for him over a Birthday feast. It was all going well until I received news from Jenny that she needed help at work on Sunday. Work and heaps, piles, whatever to describe that mountainous pressure from school and everything, had really landed me in serious sleep deficit; so how else am I going to cope?
Those 2 weeks...
Self-deceit is all I needed. That pressure, those pressures, the exhaustion, will not take my time away. They will be no excuse that I say No to anything at all. Instead they'll generate the drive for me to fight the battles with time. In my life, I'll make sure that opportunity costs are kept to the minimal. Nothing is impossible. And I'm living this belief.
The 2 weeks of break had literally meant breaking ME into many pieces. I wished it did. I could appear in many places in a single day. Mostly school of course. Projects were, still are, taking up all of my time. Training for Napfa... forget about it. I love running, but never the 5 stations. Despite our long proj meetings, we stil made time for sweaty activities. It was Fun, fun, FUN.
I went back to work for 3 days during the break. Work was really hectic as well. I was frantically struggling to complete the assignments given to me and rushing thru to rush to another place. There was no time for breaks. It was totally crazy!
Busy, busy, busy. I enjoyed this pace, this lifestyle very much; self-fulfillment :) But, thinking back and now.. I seem to have neglected the family bonds. Shall work on it to prove my capability of managing LIFE. ;) Because,Nothing is impossible.
a bipolar kinda personality;
love things to the extreme opposites;
minimalist;
love art, beautiful things,
love travelling,
getting lost & finding my way out again.
i live a simple life, the life i want ME to be;)